(The reasons for which should be obvious by reading’s end. – ed.) “Misfeasance” is defined as ‘The performance of a legal act in an improper or unlawful manner.’ It is my assertion that certain discrediting and incorrectly defined ‘norms’ have been used to knowingly mischaracterize and miscategorize my experiences, my integrity and honesty in conveying […]
Most people jump to the conclusion I had/have PTSD. In fact, I have cPTSD. For reference, all but seven years of my life are trauma, and I’m pretty sure the professionals would say I’m wrong about those seven years, too. This is what ‘toxic stress’ and ‘chronic pain’ and ‘persistent anxiety’ and ‘severe depression’ means… that’s what it IS. That’s also before you add on the every […]
I am in pain every day, all day long. On a scale begininng at one (1) and continuing to ten (10), and inclusive of all current treatments, prescriptions, and future treatment plans as currently scheduled, my pain, every day is: never lower than a three (3) usually between four (4) and seven (7) depending on […]
Just to be clear – neither am I. I’m a messy human, just like you. All of you. I share in your generalities, but am unique in my experiences and my expression thereof. Just like you. All of you. My unique experiences are neither inferior nor superior to yours. In that we are humans, they […]
Today, my last fuck was given. I gave two hours of my life, all of my trust, and (almost) none of my masks to a neuropsychologist in hopes of finally getting a bias-free, judgment-free assessment and diagnosis. The result? Quoth the doctor: “The overall validity of her answers and responses are questionable. For example, she […]
Everyone thinks I am unreasonable and too sharp when I turn on someone. Let this be the evidence that I hold far worse and beyond that, I will not speak. But to vouch this? Some small bit of speech more…. I let the entire bad faith semantics thing drift on down the river in reality. […]
Shortly after my recent doctor’s appointment, I received a survey request about it. I was in the middle of requesting a correction to something inaccurately placed in my medical record as part of the doctor’s notes. As such, I wanted to give them the full time period they requested for processing and response – 48 […]
I swear upon my best moment the next person who tells me to ‘think positive thoughts’ or ‘try to see the glass as half full’ or ‘oh, don’t be so negative!’ five minutes after meeting me for the first time is going to get the biggest “FUCK YOU” I’ve got to give to them. I […]
While finally getting that infected kidney stone (49mm!!!) out, they discovered a problem with my heart. Now waiting for the ‘first available’ slot on Jan. 12, 2022. It was Dec. 14, 2021, but doctor had a family emergency (which I really hope wasn’t a loss) so things moved a bit. In the interim, I’m tasked […]
Later than the original, but no less realized; many classical philosophers call this man overly complicated or even obfuscated. He is neither. Rather, the most literal of the philosophers (which, seemingly, makes him unpopular, given that all philosophy is competitive). The tenets presented in this video are unsurprisingly close to the presentation of the “Four […]